since no one ever goes on here i feel like i can vent to you like i didn't do when you were here. so miss girl, i am in love. so yeah lol... your invited to my wedding in 4-5 years or 6 i dont really know hahaha. your invited to my graduation party with my 2019 navy blue chevy name eeyore. also my prom, you can be my date or third wheel haha. you can be there at the hospital when i have a kid (girl- anastasia marie) (boy-??? no idea) anyways i miss you, a lot. I dont ever tell people that i do because i dont want the attention or people feeling sorry for me so you know "fake it till you make it" :) thats terrible hahaha oh well
, i love youuuu!! if only i could say it to your face, that would be nice. oh btw chances new girlfriend/fiance is really nice and actually puts effort into getting to know me but to be honest i think that its weird because chance still loves you which i mean good but he is moving too fast, like i understand he was lonely and depressed but you can deal with that better than going and dating someone in december, moving in with them in like march or april, proposing to them in like may or june.... thats really fast especially when you died over a year ago ummmm yeah but i always try to check up on him and make sure hes doing good same with nick :) byeeeee im in science rn and i didnt hear a thing my teacher said lol
