Hey Baby Brother, I dont have the right word's to describe on how i feel, its the worst feeling ever, I Miss you so much, I wish I can smell you, Hug you so tight and give you a big Kiss on your soft cheeks, I miss us 5 going on adventures in the island's every time we went on boat rides, kayak and bike races, going to all the restaurants just to try new strange foods or drinks. I miss you as a baby and watching you grow in to a Wonderful Handsome young men, i miss i calling me Mom. The girls are always talking about you, they miss you so much, they are good little boxers and trained from the best, my husband like your big brother also miss u a lot, we dont do much anymore, it's not the same without u and everywhere we go it all remains me of u. I try to be strong in front of my Family, Alyna still be asking about u (she has good memory) i just stay in shocked mode and i have to answer her, so what i do is wait till night and tell her "Look, look Alyna look up" and she Loves what she is seeing and she tells me "Tio Mando (Armando) is a star, let go mommy to the stars and see Tio Mando" I answer back telling her we can't right now we have to wait but wave at him because he is watching you girls all the time and he became an Angle of God living in the stars. They know you loved them very much, they are still tough and don't let anyone mess with them. I will visit your Beautiful Garden of rest and change the flowers for u I know how you Loved being Royalty and Humble at the same time. We all miss you and Love you very much, I'm always having flash back, dreams and memories from the first time mommy and daddy brought you home. I cant help it but i have to keep on going without energy for all the Kids in this Family. May your Wonderful Soul be with our Father God in his Gentle Arms in the best Comfort ever. And please dont worry about us soon we will all be together playing like kids again… RIP LIL BRUCE BRUCE LOVE YOU ALWAYS FROM THE PAGAN AND SANTIAGO FAMILY…