Bobby O. It has been some time since I have visited this site. I cannot even express my grief. You are my love, my life and my soul and I miss you so much. It was never a question that we would always be together. You were always my better half. I miss your goofy expressions and dances. I miss the way you used to laugh with your grandchildren. I miss dancing with you and grabbing your hand to hold it when we went shopping or whatever. I miss your meatloaf and spaghetti sauce. I miss the way you didn't mind vacuuming or picking up dog poop outside; the way you would come to me and ask my advice or share a memory about darts. Darts: will never be the same in Cape Coral. They will miss Bobby O. I gave Corinne your darts (hard, but I know they will be used and see good times). She is asking for some of your ashes and I will give them to her. Your father's ring and a gold necklace went to Sandra. We keep in touch and talk about you and still exchange Christmas cards. I gave Jessica your gold necklace, bracelets and your I-Pod. I told her not to change all the songs on there. I gave Forrest your blue watch that we bought together in Atlanta when you were recovering from your brain injury. I know that he will take care of it. He was your best friend and he misses you. I see him once in a while when I go to Diamond Billiards. I go every 4 months or so to keep in touch. But when I'm there I just think about you and how you would kick everybody's butt. The last time I was there I played doubles with Forrest; we won. I could go on and on about how much I love and miss you. There is the biggest hole in my heart. I would give anything to have you back. Please take care of my Dad; as I know he will you. I picture you teaching him darts and him teaching you golf. What a picture! Jaige, Shakey and Tigger miss you. I say "you miss Daddy, huh? " They do! I talk to Alida, who is living with Corinne now and get together with them every 4 months or so. We played darts on her porch last time I was there and I won. Patty and her Mom are a great comfort to me. They think about you and Patty and I talk about the last time you went to see the Red Sox. She is wondering who she will take the next time she comes to Florida. I said I would go. Will she be a hot mess this time? Patriots will be playing Peyton in the AFC Championships. Christine is watching as always and texts me to ask if I'm tuning in. Hope to watch the SuperBowl with her if we beat Peyton this Sunday. I am asking myself why I am writing all this. Will it get to you? I hope so. Time to sign off. Shake your booty Bobby. For me. I know I will see you again; and we will dance. All my love; my life; my soul. Your wife; Tracey